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 God, Thank you for another Thanksgiving holiday. As selfish as I can be wishing it was something it was not, it was what was and I am thankful for being alive, healthy, and conscience. Thank you for my family. Although things seem to be moving in a direction that is so unfamiliar, thank you for my family. God, I don't really know why I felel stuck in my relationship mentally, unable to move on. I am unsure if that is what I am suppose to do. The unknown preacher and therapist all speak in a way that lands on my heart to continue however everything else around me says to move on. God please be with me as I embark down this legal road. I pray that my desires are your desires and that my will is your will. God I ask that you speak to his heart. Speak to his mind and heal his soul.  Thank you for your love,

 God,  Thank you for waking me up this morning. Thank you for providing for me and my family. God I need you. Where I think I am strong I am not, and where I think I'm weak, you show up and give me strength. God, I am up and down, right and left and I need you. I need you more and more. I need you to help me to be honest with myself. When should you let go and when do you hold on. God I trust you. Thank you for your love.

 God, Thank you for this day. Thank you for your patience with me. I know that I in my own self, what I want has become more important to me than what you want. In this time of isolation, loneliness, and separation, it is you alone that is inclusive, supportive/caring, and will never leave. God please bring those that are for you closer to me and those who are not move them away. God while removing and replacing, heal me. Thank you for your love,

God, Thank you for today. Thank you for giving me a voice, a body that is able. I am able because you are. God, I ask that you will be my husband today. You know his thoughts and you know his needs. Only you can fulfill him. God, I ask that you be with him in his mind. I rebuke the hands of all opposition that is unlike you. God I thank you for his deliverance and healing. God be with me at work and at home. Allow you light to shine so bright that everything unlike you will not dare come to me to try to destroy me. Thank you for your love.

God, Thank you for waking me up and thank you for my health and family. I thank you for fighting battles for me unseen. God, I thank you for showing me that by being true to myself, I have impacted and influence others lives for the good. I ask that you be with me as I gently navigate thru my relationship with my husband. God, I ask that you soften his heart for you and for kindness to be the first emotion that he displays with me. God , I ask that you continue to be with him during his day to day and in his sleep. Remind him of your love and the love he has from his family. Also remind him that his family needs him and needs his love. Thank you for your love.

God, Thank you for allowing me to see another sunrise. Thank you for my family. Thank you for my health. God, thank you for love. I thank you for my daughter and you blessing her with so many talents. I ask that you will continue to give her a desire to continue exploring these talents and growing them. Thank you for my son's health. Thank you for his talents. I ask that you continue to give him the desire to continuing exploring these talents. God, Thank you for my husband. God, I ask that you assure him of your presence in his most secluded space. God I pray over my household, peace, security, hope, restoration, and reconciliation. Thank you for your love.

God, Thank you for keeping me. 10 months ago, I would not have thought to be in the place of mind that I am in. God I thank you for all that you have provided for me. Grace, Love, and Forgiveness. God I am believing that you know my tomorrows. God I pray for my family. God, I ask that you provide peace to my daughter as she navigates the teenage desires and the pressures. Be with her to follow you before any person(s). God , I ask that you provide my son with the same peace as he is away at school. I rebuke the enemy from attacking their minds, bodies, and sprits. God send them the people in their life that we draw them closer to you for your name sake. God, I ask that you will provide the answers to all the questions for my husband. God, I realize that I am not his answer, you are. He is not my answer, you are. God help us both seek you and be what you want us to be individually and as a family. God, I ask that you provide healing for my family and hope for my family. Thank you fo

God, Thank you for this time of being still. God I thank you for the messages from your people and I yield to your word. God thank you for being in control of all things. Knowing the beginning and the end. I completely trust you. God, help me each day to yield to your guidance, your will and way. God, I ask that you speak to my brother in his situation and be with him during these uncertain times. Be with us all during these uncertain times. God thank you for your grace and mercy. Thank you for your love.

God, Thank you for your spirit that moves and brings peace to my surroundings and my spirit. Lord I thank you for you giving me joy in the storm and happiness in the hard times. God I trust you even when I don't, I trust you. God continue to draw my family to you and your Will be the desire in our lives. God I pray for my brother and his family dynamic and I rebuke the enemy's hand on everything. I celebrate your peace and I worship you for all that you are and all that you do. God I pray that you continue to show yourself in all things. Thank you for your love.

God, Thank you for showing yourself as an almighty all knowing God. Lord I thank you for the financial opportunities that have you have provided to me. God I know that you are in Control of all things. I pray that we all continue to draw closer to you during this Pandemic and trust more in you than ourselves, our jobs, and our friends. God I ask you to continue to help me with your grace and peace during this challenging time in my relationship. God cover my heart with your love that is greater than any other. God I ask that you continue to speak to my husband. Convict him and every area in his life that does not bring you Glory. Show him what you want from him and give him the strength to follow you. I rebuke ego and pride right now in this household. God continue to show us ourselves as individuals and as a couple that will give you glory. Thank you for your love.

God, Thank you for today. Thank you for waking me up. I thank you for the moments of peace and know that in the moments of despair you are there. God I pray that you will continue to show yourself good in every situation and that I will be able to trust in you when it seems impossible. God, as I am experiencing anxiety in its physical form, God I need you to help me through each experience. Help me to anchor myself in you and find a healthy outlet to release and reset. God I pray for my husband and his relationship with our daughter and son. God draw him to be a better father to them through you. I rebuke shame, doubt, and selfishness right now in the name of Jesus. Devil you will not come in between my family. You want to steal and destroy and by the name of Jesus you are nothing and will not take this family. I declare reconciliation, and restoration to our minds, spirits, and bodies right now. No weapon or person form to come against this family will prosper and will be stopped ri

God, Thank you for who you are and for listening to my prayers. God I ask that you continue to speak to my husband about his life in you and need for you in his life. God I know that to be better is to have you in every aspect of our lives. God I am praying that you will send my husband the right people to pour into his spirit only about you. I rebuke the hands of the enemy and his attempts through depression and selfishness to have a hold on my husbands mind and body. God you are all powerful and all knowing. You know what we need before we even know we need it. God speak to your child. God I ask that you continue to lead and guide me and help me with this feeling of being overwhelm. God I ask that you  send me the right people that will pour into my spirit. God I ask that you will provide the unseen comfort for our children. I ask that he will not be settle in all his doings until he submits to your will in his life. God thank you for your love.

God, Thank you for providing for me and my family. Thank you for giving me moments of laughter, moments of happiness. God you know my heart physically and emotionally. I need you to help me in both. Be with me and my family as we day to day experience this. God you are the God of mending and reconciliation. God I ask that you bring my family back together for your glory. I rebuke the enemy and him placing shame, ego, pride, and anything that is unlike your love. Thank you for your love

God, Thank you for being God. I need you God to help me through this. God you know the desires of my heart. God I want my marriage and you know what is needed to keep this marriage working. I rebuke the enemy working in the lives of people coming against our marriage including myself and husband. God you brought us together and I believe the your glory is magnified in our children's lives and our lives with a lasting marriage that you are the source and center. As I am seeking refuge in you God I pray that you draw my husband closer to you. I rebuke depression in our lives. God only you can save us. Thank you for your love

God, Thank you for allowing me to see another day. Even though I feel what I feel, I am thankful for the life you breathe into me. Thank you for providing me with resources to financially contribute to my home. God, you know everything about me, and you know every tear that is visible and hidden. I need strength through each day as feelings and emotions I have buried from childhood are rushing in like a tsunami. God, I ask that you will help me to become more vulnerable to supportive loving relationships. I see where I have blocked these experiences from my life and how I am unintentionally contributing to my daughters emotional blocks. God I need you to be with me through the physical manifestations of emotional distress. Be in every conversation, and every thought of mine. Thank you for my husband. Thank you for my daughter and son. God send your protection around my family for your Glory. Protect us from every external source that comes against us. Protect us from every internal s

God, Thank you for your grace. Thank you for showing me that you hear me through my prayers, my songs, and my tears. God be with me during every second of every day. Guide me through every thought and communication. I need more of you. God be with my daughter as she navigates through school and peer pressures. Send your spirit to comfort her and be with her to be a guide. God send her faithful friends that will inspire her to grow spiritually. God be with my son, as he navigates through school. As he is becoming more of a man, draw him closer to you. Thank you for your love.

God, Thank you for keeping me today. It is so hard during the storm to be best captain, composed and decisive. I need you to lead me through these waters. I pray for my husband. God be with him through every thought, every prayer, every conversation, and every quiet moment. Thank you for opening doors for him that only you could. Thank you for giving him the courage to step into the uncomfortable and uncertain to be able to have the opportunities that are opening up for him. God help me to be who I need to be with your guidance in these new waters. God keep my mind, soul, and spirit with you, so that I will be able to be the wife, friend, and lover that I am to be. God, I ask that you restore and renew our relationship daily as the enemy and outside influences come to attack. God, I ask that you reveal your truth, and love with my husband daily about his purpose, and his family. I ask that you restore and renew the relationships that will bring my husband closer to you to reveal your

God, I need to hear from you. I need to know that it is going to be ok. Some days I am ok only to fall into a space of panic and nervousness of the unknown. Guide me through my relationships. I long for closeness with a friend, husband but fear the disappointment that too often has plagued me through vulnerability. It is safer for me to be happy, limited, and guarded then to be honest and open. I am in constant fear or have anxiety that somehow everything will be swept away from me although I desperately try to hold on. This is physically, emotionally, and mentally painful. Thank you for your Love.

God, Thank you for you grace and your mercy. My prayer today is to be faithful as you have been faithful. As I am faced with the everyday challenges that at times seemed to be more than I can bear, I asked that you will be with me. Guiding me and providing peace in the storm. Father to the fatherless is my story. Strengthen me as a woman to depend on you to fill childhood voids, and heal childhood pains.  Thank you for your love.