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God, Thank you for allowing me to see another day. Even though I feel what I feel, I am thankful for the life you breathe into me. Thank you for providing me with resources to financially contribute to my home. God, you know everything about me, and you know every tear that is visible and hidden. I need strength through each day as feelings and emotions I have buried from childhood are rushing in like a tsunami. God, I ask that you will help me to become more vulnerable to supportive loving relationships. I see where I have blocked these experiences from my life and how I am unintentionally contributing to my daughters emotional blocks. God I need you to be with me through the physical manifestations of emotional distress. Be in every conversation, and every thought of mine. Thank you for my husband. Thank you for my daughter and son. God send your protection around my family for your Glory. Protect us from every external source that comes against us. Protect us from every internal s

God, Thank you for your grace. Thank you for showing me that you hear me through my prayers, my songs, and my tears. God be with me during every second of every day. Guide me through every thought and communication. I need more of you. God be with my daughter as she navigates through school and peer pressures. Send your spirit to comfort her and be with her to be a guide. God send her faithful friends that will inspire her to grow spiritually. God be with my son, as he navigates through school. As he is becoming more of a man, draw him closer to you. Thank you for your love.

God, Thank you for keeping me today. It is so hard during the storm to be best captain, composed and decisive. I need you to lead me through these waters. I pray for my husband. God be with him through every thought, every prayer, every conversation, and every quiet moment. Thank you for opening doors for him that only you could. Thank you for giving him the courage to step into the uncomfortable and uncertain to be able to have the opportunities that are opening up for him. God help me to be who I need to be with your guidance in these new waters. God keep my mind, soul, and spirit with you, so that I will be able to be the wife, friend, and lover that I am to be. God, I ask that you restore and renew our relationship daily as the enemy and outside influences come to attack. God, I ask that you reveal your truth, and love with my husband daily about his purpose, and his family. I ask that you restore and renew the relationships that will bring my husband closer to you to reveal your

God, I need to hear from you. I need to know that it is going to be ok. Some days I am ok only to fall into a space of panic and nervousness of the unknown. Guide me through my relationships. I long for closeness with a friend, husband but fear the disappointment that too often has plagued me through vulnerability. It is safer for me to be happy, limited, and guarded then to be honest and open. I am in constant fear or have anxiety that somehow everything will be swept away from me although I desperately try to hold on. This is physically, emotionally, and mentally painful. Thank you for your Love.