God,
I need to hear from you. I need to know that it is going to be ok. Some days I am ok only to fall into a space of panic and nervousness of the unknown. Guide me through my relationships. I long for closeness with a friend, husband but fear the disappointment that too often has plagued me through vulnerability. It is safer for me to be happy, limited, and guarded then to be honest and open. I am in constant fear or have anxiety that somehow everything will be swept away from me although I desperately try to hold on. This is physically, emotionally, and mentally painful.
Thank you for your Love.
I need to hear from you. I need to know that it is going to be ok. Some days I am ok only to fall into a space of panic and nervousness of the unknown. Guide me through my relationships. I long for closeness with a friend, husband but fear the disappointment that too often has plagued me through vulnerability. It is safer for me to be happy, limited, and guarded then to be honest and open. I am in constant fear or have anxiety that somehow everything will be swept away from me although I desperately try to hold on. This is physically, emotionally, and mentally painful.
Thank you for your Love.
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