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 God, Thank you for another Thanksgiving holiday. As selfish as I can be wishing it was something it was not, it was what was and I am thankful for being alive, healthy, and conscience. Thank you for my family. Although things seem to be moving in a direction that is so unfamiliar, thank you for my family. God, I don't really know why I felel stuck in my relationship mentally, unable to move on. I am unsure if that is what I am suppose to do. The unknown preacher and therapist all speak in a way that lands on my heart to continue however everything else around me says to move on. God please be with me as I embark down this legal road. I pray that my desires are your desires and that my will is your will. God I ask that you speak to his heart. Speak to his mind and heal his soul.  Thank you for your love,

 God,  Thank you for waking me up this morning. Thank you for providing for me and my family. God I need you. Where I think I am strong I am not, and where I think I'm weak, you show up and give me strength. God, I am up and down, right and left and I need you. I need you more and more. I need you to help me to be honest with myself. When should you let go and when do you hold on. God I trust you. Thank you for your love.

 God, Thank you for this day. Thank you for your patience with me. I know that I in my own self, what I want has become more important to me than what you want. In this time of isolation, loneliness, and separation, it is you alone that is inclusive, supportive/caring, and will never leave. God please bring those that are for you closer to me and those who are not move them away. God while removing and replacing, heal me. Thank you for your love,